Confession
I easily crumble

I hear your sweet words
They ring in my ears
And bring a smile to my face
Excuse my deflection
But it's much easier for me
So please don't

No, don't listen to me
Please go on...

Stop you're sweet words
They scare me
Do you feel obliged?
Don't

No, don't listen to me
Please go on...

I hope...
You are the one
Who can see past my facade
Because more often than not
I find myself boxed up
And alone
And it's hard to make sense off
But it's become my familiarity
My hell
Is my safe haven.
Please help me break out.

And i hope...
I show you this one day
Because I can't explain it myself
Even if you ask me questions
I won't know what to say
I don't know when it started..
I just know it's crept up
Made its way within my veins
Now there's a stain on every cell
Tainted.